A few posts ago I talked about this boy who i loved and missed, well an un expected blessing came across.
It was thursday Amber and got invited to go to a middle school to see her friends. But when I got there everyone was laughing at Amber so i stood up for her. After I had a good time with Ambers friends, We walked past a girl and she was totally being really mean and call us really mean names. But I didn’t want to fight, in fact i didn’t know who she was. After that I wanted to go to a highschool To see if Derek was there. Not being a stalker or anything I wanted to chill over there haha. I found my friend hannah there and we are good friends so i hung out with her for most of the time. And then a god sent happened, The track meet was going to start and Derek was there putting away polo bending. Oh course On the outside I kept it cool.
Derek took me down to the Ag barn to show me the pigs, rabbits, ducks, and sheep. I was mostly in awe that I finally got to hang with the boy i’ve always loved and cared about, and the cute animals were just a plus. We spent about three hours just chatting and having a jolly old time. Just like the old times. I remember I would always steal the soccer ball from him, and just look at him with a pag of “Ha look at me now soccer player”. And I would always kick him playfully just on the foot.
I was totally expecting Derek to be the one that got away, a what if i didnt do wrong. But Iam in awe struck, totally being honest I thought I wasn’t seeing what i was actually seeing!
After that i gave him my phone number and texted him the next day,
Me “Hello is this derek, its gina”
Derek “oh no i don’t. who are ya?”
Me “Your favorite troll of course!!”
Derek “Oh i have many favorite trolls”
Me “Your a butt wipe”
Derek “Haha Im kidding gina you know i love to tease!”
Love you too Derek.
So now me and him text alomst everyday, sometimes in spanish others in just english! but now he usually texts me and im so happy.
Sorry its a little update on such
We all have those days where we look in the mirror and we don’t like what we see. Some girls look at thems in the mirror everyday and they think there ugly. I personally think thats so sad because everyone is beautiful just the way they are, And I cant even fathom why they think that way about themselves. Is it because Everyone is on a quest to be perfect in every way. Maybe they have a famous person, or have a friend that they think is prettier than them. The truth is Every little impefection is what maked who you are. Why try to be like somebody else when your better of being yourself. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but why must we be so negative to yourselfs.
There is inner beauty and then theres outer beauty. You always want your inner beauty to match your outer beauty, or thats the ideal. But having innner beauty is better than just outer beauty. Inner beauty is how beautiful you are on the inside, or the beauty you perject to everyone.